I did it! I ran my first full marathon! The Vancouver USA Marathon here in Vancouver, Washington. I was one of the very last participants to finish, but I did it. #555 of 566 runners, to be exact. It took 6 hours 45 minutes to complete, which was a good hour to hour and a half longer than we planned, but we did it. Along the way, there was a lot of sweat, blisters, blood, and oodles of tears. Go grab a cup of coffee, and I'll tell you my tale 'O the marathon.
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| Course map according my my Garmin. (26.42 miles) |
Pre-race Stuff: Nervous. Questioning my sanity. Trying to not set any expectations other than crossing the finish line. Trying to not get myself all worked up. I actually got a full night's sleep. (I usually stay up all night long due to nerves.) I was ready to rock this thing! It was a good 10 degrees warmer than what the news said it would be the night before. We were supposed to be cool and cloudy. ("Supposed to" is the key phrase in that sentence.)
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| Kent dropped me off near the start line. With only 566 runners, it wasn't chaotic at all. |
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| Everyone gathered near the clock tower in Esther Short Park. |
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| Finding Shelly & Cheryl was like trying to find Waldo. They were all wearing the same shirt! lol They both run with the VanFit group. Their coach was giving them a pep talk before the big event. |
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| Robin! She's the one in the red shirt in charge of the bag drop off booth. |
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| Liz tracked us down. She had just run very hilly half marathon the day before, and ran the full marathon that day. WOW! I've already told her she's my hero. I hope to be that strong some day. |
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| My goal is to see Stephanie at every single race & snag a self portrait with her. I have two so far! It will kind of be like a drinking game, but with self portraits. lol |
Race Start: And.....we're off! I made sure to snap a picture of Chanda before taking off, though. She was on of the volunteers in charge of putting medals around the necks of finishers.
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| Chanda was there volunteering before AND after the race. If you ever want to be inspired by someone, check out Chanda's blog. She is on an amazing journey to better health. |
Miles 1 - 7: We played "leap frog" with Liz for the first 4 or 5 miles. We talked, kept in good spirits, tried to not take too close of a look at the roadkill critters, and did our best to avoid any and all snakes. The clouds were starting to part, and we were all becoming more and more aware of the heat. By the time we hit the turn around at mile 7, it was blasted hot out. I could feel my feet burning on the blacktop road as we ran.
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| After we made it through downtown Vancouver, we headed out toward Frenchman's Bar. |
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| As you can see, the cloud cover is starting to go away. |
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| It was so peaceful. |
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| Entering the lake area...we started to notice the humidity even more. |
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| People were out there fishing. Probably wondering why anyone would EVER run a marathon. |
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| That's Bob in the green shirt. You'll notice him in many of our pictures. We basically ran the entire marathon with him, and haven't a clue who he is other than his name. lol |
Miles 8 - 13: It just kept getting hotter and sunnier, and the humidity kicked into high gear. Did I mention HOT? And SUNNY? And HUMID? Ugggggg. Wow. We were already covered in crusty, salty sweat. Blisters had formed, and they were all I could focus on at the time. The burning and stinging that occurred with each and every step was brutal, and we were only in the 8-13 mile range. We busted out the Vaseline (for places we won't speak of) back at mile 7. At mile 9, Shelly saved me from an evil snake. She literally pushed me into the middle of the road to move me away from the evilness that lurked coiled up on the roadside. What a great friend, eh???
There was a stench in the air on our way out to the turn around, and it was way worse on the way back thanks to the heat and humidity. We had to run past the dump and the water sanitation plant. Plus, lots of roadkill. It was pretty disgusting out that way. Don, Shelly's husband, showed up to surprise her at the 13 mile mark!
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| We could hear someone calling out Shelly's name. It was her husband, Don, waiting on the corner for her! |
Miles 14-16: We were making our way back into town about now. Around mile 14, I tried to go the wrong way down the street. Shelly informed me I was headed the wrong direction...so I ran to catch up. There's no telling where I would have ended up if not for Shelly memorizing the course map ahead of time. Cheryl was at the 14.5 mile mark to cheer for us! Shelly was in a great deal of pain with what we thought was a side stitch. She was begging for cold water, but there was none around. Only the water we had with us...which had turned warm already. I could tell this really concerned Cheryl quite a bit. We were both very worried, but Shelly insisted she was OK enough to continue. So off we went. I should have stopped to pee at this aid station, but chose not to. HUGE mistake! For the next few miles, I thought I was going to pee my pants. I seriously contemplated peeing in public. It's really not OK when you hit that point of irrational thinking. This issue only exacerbated the fact that aid stations were not where we were told they would be. Ugggg. At this point, I was ready to quit. I wanted to go home. I was done running for the day. I told Shelly that if it hadn't been for her running this event with me, I would have bailed at that particular spot (it was fairly close to the finish line). It simply wasn't worth it to me anymore. She said the same thought was floating through her head. Again, totally irrational, but it's how I felt.
Mile 16.5: SHADE! Glorious, glorious shade. Oh, shade, how I love thee. All half mile of you. I have to tell you, runners in Vancouver, Washington who train for a marathon during winter and spring weather, are
not used to any type of heat while running. We trained for this marathon in what worked out to be an average of 45 degrees. We thought
55 degree days were warm. HA!
Silly us for thinking. Toss us into 75 degrees (in the shade), and we melt like butter. I have no idea what the heat index was that day, but that first 16 mile leg was brutal in the sun. I was so thrilled to see shade, I felt the need to take a picture of the first extensive batch of it we encountered.
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| For the first time in 17 miles....SHADE! Glorious, glorious shade! |
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| Ran through Officer's Row. |
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| Shelly ran strong, enjoying every second of the shade. lol |
Miles 17 - 19: We were still chatting, but the heat had beaten us to sweaty little messes. We were getting tired, and needing to focus a bit more. After multiple text messages between Shelly and Don, passing by one another, and a few wrong turns, Don arrived on his motorcycle. Shelly wasn't doing well at all with her side stitch. She thought maybe some really cold water would help. It did make her feel better, but it did not make the stitch go away. Oh, and this is about the time "the big hill" started. My feet were hurting, and I probably mentioned that fact at least 75 times already.
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| 19 miles into it, Don brought Shelly some ice cold water. |
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| Don saved the day! |
Mile 19.5: That's Bob in the picture. A guy we kept "leap frogging" for 26.2 miles.
I have to say, I remember nothing of this hill other than pointing out to Shelly at the top of the hill...that we were at the top. I think we're so used to running hills, it just seemed like all the others (???). She was on a mission to just keep going. I made her stop for a creative self portrait (see below) when I realized it was the "big nasty hill" everyone had warned us about.
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| There's Bob again. Walking up the hill everyone dreaded. |
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| Here's the message we had for that hill at the 19.5 mile mark. |
Miles 20 - 23: Everything seemed to crest around mile 20 - in a lot of ways. Unfortunately for me, this is about the time my IT Band, the one that hasn't bothered me in a couple of years, decided to go wonky on me. Shelly's side had been hurting since mile 8 or so. By this point, she was in quite a bit of pain. I boldly stated to a friend working the mile 20.5 aid station that I wanted to go home. She told me I only had a 10k to go...so I sucked it up & kept moving.
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| We were up high & could finally see the river. That's Portland on the other side. |
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| This hill terrified me. My knee was hurting so much at this point, I wasn't sure how I would make it to the bottom, but I did. We were afraid that train would be in the way, but it was gone by the time we crossed the track. |
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| Look who was waiting for us at the bottom of the hill....Leia! I was so glad to see a familiar face! It just puts you at ease when you're THAT far into things. :) |
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| Not a bad lookin' picture considering I was 20.7 miles into a marathon. {Thanks for letting me use this picture, Leia!} |
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| As soon as I saw the river, I knew we were getting closer. Only 6 miles to go. In a way, it sounded like an eternity. On the other hand, it sounded a lot less than 26.2. My feet really hurt. My IT band was killing me. I kept jogging along side Shelly. Walking wasn't an option because it hurt worse than jogging. |
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| I never knew this stream was along the river front. Funny the things you choose to notice...or not notice. |
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| We're out of the shade now, but the clouds were back so it felt cooler. I wanted to be on one of those boats instead of running a marathon. I wanted to soak my feet in the river because they ached so much. |
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| THIS was a blissful sight. The I-5 bridge means we are just a few miles from the finish line! I think I might have cried when I saw it. I believe this was around mile 23. |
Miles 23-24: From this point on, we became oddly quiet. I don't know about Shelly, but I needed to focus. It was all I could do take a single step due to knee pain. I needed to not hear anyone other than Shelly talking to me - not that she was doing much talking at the time. [Side Note: This is the part where I need to say "I'm sorry" to Kristen, Shelly's friend, who met us around the 23 or 24 mile mark. I seriously could have ripped your face off when you said,
"Hello Shelly & Shelly's friend even though I don't know your name!". I so badly wanted to point out that my name was ON MY BIB PLAIN AS DAY! I was too exhausted to even look at you...much less point out that little detail. I kind of hated you at that moment in time, Kristen. A lot, actually. You weren't
running. You weren't
miserable. You weren't
bleeding or blistered from the ankles down. No worries, though. I'm over it now. I no longer hate you, stranger. End side note.] My knee was killing me. Shelly's side was killing her. Our training runs had gone so well. We had a blast during those runs...especially our almost 22 miler. We didn't understand why this marathon was any different. Keep in mind, It was about 20 or 25 degrees hotter than we were used to, and that made a HUGE difference. I'm not certain we had fully absorbed that thought at the time.
Mile 25: Shelly and I ran up the foot bridge...which seemed like a mountain at this point in the game. As we rounded the corner & were about midway down the other side, Cheryl and Kim were there waiting for us! Shelly and I both BURST into tears. We were so tired & miserable....these ladies were a site for sore eyes. Keep in mind, I had no clue who Kim was. I was hugging this stranger as if I had known her for years, but wanted to rip the face off another stranger just a mile back. HA! Funny how that happens.
Mile 25.5: Cheryl and Kim walked with us, cheered us up, were giving us hope that we could and would finish this thing because we were SOOOO close to the finish. About that time, I looked up & saw Kent walking toward us. I literally ran into his arms & began BAWLING.
"I want to go home! Take me home! I don't want to do this anymore! My feet hurt so f*cking bad! I'm never ever doing this ever again!". He took my CamelBak hydration vest off of me, walked around behind me, grabbed me by the shoulders, and pushed me down the path toward the finish line saying,
"You have less than a mile to go. You've got this. Come on. I'll run with you." And he did. We very slowly jogged our way to the finish.
Mile 26 - 26.2: Brutal. So totally brutal.
I said a few choice words with pretty much every step. After 26 miles, I earned the right to do so.
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| I was talking when this picture was taken. Whatever I was saying made me look NUTS! lol Shelly had her eyes on the prize. The finish line was literally right around the corner. (Jennifer was cheering us on while riding her bike next to me!) |
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| They told me to stop sprinting...to save it for the finish line. I looked festive with my Thanksgiving shirt in the middle of June. |
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| We were both hauling ass at this point! The finish was just FEET away!!!! |
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| Crossing the finish line!!!! |
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| Me, in tears. Shelly, in a lot of pain due to her side ache. |
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| You can tell by the look on her face, Shelly realized what she has just accomplished. You can tell by the way she's holding her side....that it HURTS. Come to find out, she had a "stressed diaphragm". Not a good thing while running a marathon! She was still sore several days after the event, but is back to normal now. :) |
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| BLING!!!!!!!!!!! (Hi Bob, walking behind me! It was nice running 26.2 miles with you.) |
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| This was our "WE DID IT!" hug. |
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| This was our "We really, really did it!" moment. |
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| Cheryl, once again, was there to hug us & congratulate us! |
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| Robin helped me move off the race course & onto the commons area. My legs felt frozen & my feet were THROBBING. |
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| Jennifer showed up to cheer on several friends & gave me a pep talk before crossing the finish line. |
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| Thank you for always supporting my crazy running ideas, Kent! |
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| This picture sums it all up. It's our favorite picture of all. Happy...yet bawling. |
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| Click to enlarge & you can see the gnarly blister on the inside of my big toe. *POP* PS...that's dirt, not a tan line. |
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| Me taking an ice bath after the race. I laughed when I realized I could see myself in the drain cap. Prior to this picture, I was crying because....well...I'm not sure why. My feet REALLY hurt. Click to enlarge & you can see all the "marathon dirt & gunk" floating in the water. |
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| The next morning, when we could think clearly, we celebrated over coffee. Will run for coffee, baby! :) |
Post Marathon Thoughts: I've probably forgotten half the stuff I wanted to tell you about this race, but maybe it's best that way. The race was almost two weeks ago, and it's still difficult for me to talk about it without becoming emotional. (I've teared up multiple times today just writing what's posted.) It was quite an experience, to say the least. I've run a dozen official half marathons. Countless training runs in that same mileage range. Several were highly emotional (races and training runs). This marathon ranked right up there with them. 26.2 miles is a far, far distance to run. It is taxing in every way possible. It's not at all the same as a half marathon times two like everyone told me it would be. The only thing that keeps me positive about the distance is there was a time when I thought the half marathon distance was equally as brutal.
Several people have asked me what I would change if I had to do it all over again. Nothing. I would change
nothing. I do wish marathon officials would have stuck to their promise of aid stations every 2 miles. I also wish they would have had water for us at the finish line. It's such a small thing to offer. It's really a matter of safety, to be honest. I paid the same price the faster runners did, but didn't even get a drink of water after running 26.2 miles. As a matter of fact, by the time I finished the race, all of the vendors had packed up & headed home. Interesting when you consider my finish time was within the the time frame we were allotted. Anyway, I ended up asking for an ice pack from the medic tent, and drank the melted ice water. Had it not been for them, I would have had nothing at all. Come to find out, there were gallons and gallons of water out on the route that never made it to the finish line due to lack of communication. I hope that issue is resolved before next year's race. The event, as a whole, seemed a bit unorganized compared to last year. I'm not sure if it really was that way...or if it's just the difference between a half and a full marathon. At any rate, the race director has been alerted of the issue. Kent bought me an iced latte on the way to the car. It was the best soy latte ever made!
There are certain people in my life who will never ever be told
any information about this day. They are "takers". They try to take things, moments, feelings away from me by belittling my hard work. I refuse to let them have any part of this. It's mine.
The day of the marathon, I swore I'd
never run another one. Two days later, I had already picked out which 26.2 mile road race would be next on my hit list.
Newport Marathon 2013, here I come! There's a big group of running friends who will be there. (Yes, Shelly is one of them.) I had already decided I wouldn't fear what was next in my journey. That's why I run, you know. To be fearless. {Well, that...and also to be bad ass!}
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The end.
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LOVE IT!! This is yours. ALL yours! And you'll have it forever! I still swell with pride and sometimes get a little teary-eyed still when I think about my first marathon. Congrats, lady, on an incredible and inspiring accomplishment! You did it!!!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Maureen. It has been quite a journey, these past 12 or so years. The weight loss. Changing my life. Breaking away from abusive family members. Running has been wonderful "therapy" to heal it all.
DeleteAwesome recap Heather. Congrats a million times over.
ReplyDeleteThanks so much, Jen!!!!
DeleteCongrats!!! A marathon is such a huge accomplishment! Bask in the glory - you've earned every bit of it.
ReplyDeleteLinda....I am BASKING away over here! lol Thanks. ;)
DeleteI teared up reading this. Very inspirational. I loved reading every bit of it.
ReplyDeleteJen, thank you so much! I had to walk away from the computer several times throughout the day. Just to regain composure. I worked and trained for three years to accomplish this marathon. That's basically three years worth of emotion needing to come on out! ;)
DeleteYou truly are an inspiration. To read this and knowing how you didn't give up. You kept going. It's just like life, we have trails, but we keep going knowing that in the end it will be okay. We come out a little bit torn down, blistered and beaten down but we don't give up!!! It just makes us stronger!
DeleteYou run because you are fearless. <3
ReplyDeletePaula
I seem to have a lot of fears. Some of it is a fear of success. Even the fear of success to complete this marathon. I totally run to be fearless. I've tackled more fears head on since I started running than I ever have before.
DeleteYou run because you are fearless. <3
ReplyDeletePaula
(Sorry if this posts twice...)
No worries...
DeleteGreat! I loved reading every single word of this post. Now, I made the decision to run a full marathon. I NEED TO MAKE A DECISION AS TO WHAT EVENT and register! Don't really want to run without Aimee, but if I do it in the fall, I'll being doing it solo. If I wait until the spring, I've got a marathon buddy.
ReplyDeleteReen, I cannot imagine doing this first one alone. Do what you have to do, but running with a friend beside you takes away a lot of the irrational thoughts that will float through your brain. I wish I lived closer to NJ so we could plan one together! We would have a lot to talk about for 26.2 miles. ;)
DeleteCongrats on finishing your first marathon! Hopefully oneday I will accomplish one too!
ReplyDeleteSo proud of you!
Thank you, Sarah! I have no doubt that you will. You've come a long way!!!!!
DeleteAwesome. Great race. Great commentary. Everything about it was awesome. Except that they screwed you out of water. That's a really bad race management error. You're in the alloted timeframe...they should be supporting the course up until their cutoff!
ReplyDeleteCongrats and good luck training for the next one! :-)
They totally screwed the pooch on this one. It's also kind of sad being in the pack of the pack. NOBODY is around at the finish line. Had I not had a bunch of friends working as volunteers or showing up to cheer us on, nobody would have been there. It's so different than a half marathon where the half and full marathon events coincide. The crowds are there cheering you on and screaming the entire last mile to keep you pumped up and going. This was very, very quiet. Very different. I am so thankful my friends, especially my husband, showed up for me. I will be volunteering for more events from here on out. It really does make a huge difference!
DeleteForgot to say thanks, Brian! :)
DeleteHeather, This is Laura your friend from Houston. What a wonderul play by play of such a awesome run! I laughed some and cried a lot! This is my dream to be able to run a marathon First I have to get healthy. You inspire me like no other. Reading about your running since you first started and how powerful you have grown is so amazing in so many ways. WOW! Thank you for sharing. I love ya!
ReplyDeleteLaura, you are so wonderful! I have no doubt you will knock out a marathon one of these days. Thank you for always cheering me on all the way from Houston!!!! xoxo
DeleteCongratulations on a great race!!!!! A great accomplishment marred by the lack of support.....the organizers really need to do a better job with both the on-course support and the finish line. No water at the line? That's unbelievable. Still, you really did a great job and have every right and reason to be proud of your accomplishment! Good on ya!!!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Bill. I couldn't agree with you more about the organizers needing to get it together.
DeleteFantastic job, Heather! Completing a marathon is such an emotional journey and it is MUCH harder than a half! Those miles from about 18-23 seem endless. But YOU DID IT and no one can take that away!
ReplyDeleteJust wondering, is Shelly okay?
Thanks, Kathy! Shelly is much, much better now. I was beyond concerned for her that day. We met up for coffee the next morning, and her side was sore to the touch. I knew then that this was something much worse than we originally thought. To my knowledge, nobody has told her how to avoid this issue in the future. Thanks for asking!!!! Several people emailed me asking how she's doing now. She's feeling the blog love. lol
DeleteYou are a ROCKSTAR! (But I already knew that!!) You killed it! I didn't realize that that marathon was such a small event - it's a shame that there were not more people to cheer you on along the way - I'm glad I texted you a few times along the way - wish i could have done it in person though! Congrats again and enjoy being a marathoner - that is something that can never be taken away - you have earned that title!
ReplyDeleteGet out, Sabrina! Jen didn't say anything to me about the RNR Seattle sighting. lol That's really funny. She commented on this blog post, though. Her blog is Runner Maybe (see above for the comment). And THANK YOU! You *know* I think the world of you. Your transformation has been amazing. I'll hit the Half Fanatic status Wednesday morning at the 4th of July half marathon on Sauvie Island, and will be sure to order a jacket as soon as I can afford to do so. No need to get it now since it's hot out. Might as well wait for fall, anyway. Thanks for the inspiration! :)
DeleteCongratulations!! Love your account, and love that you had fun along the way, even though it was hard and hot! I'm so glad that I got to see you & Shelly finish, too. I'm also excited that you're already planning your next - it took me 3 years until I was ready to do another marathon
ReplyDeleteCongratulations, Heather! You did it!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry that there was no water for you. That should have NEVER happened. My husband and I are planning our first marathon together in January, and I'm nervous thinking about it even now.
Great write up! and congratulations!! It was mine too, but I think I had a better experience, I just slowed down. I agree..missed the water! But a great write up- and what a way to persevere! I am so proud of you. great photos!!
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ps grats on the half-fanatic status! See you next year at NEwport!!
Great job!
ReplyDeleteYour experience at the end of the race is one of my huge pet peeves. If you're in the back of the pack, you're lucky to get anything! My first marathon was Eugene and their big selling point was "finish to the cheers of the crowd as you run into Hayward Field.". There were maybe six people in the stands when I finished, one of whom was my mom. In my opinion who finish last are the elites. We run the same distance for two, three, and four times as long for none of the cheers and the glory (and the pancakes) but still we RUN.